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Opening up

A few months ago I ready to open up to my boyfriend after a year of being together, I was scared but at the same time I felt relieved knowing he knew and I felt so safe and happy after that and I felt like I can trust him even more after that fact that I told him things I never told him. I hugged me as tightly as he cold and wiped my tears away and knowing I have him by my side, I know it will be ok.
I do believe everyone has thier own opion, unlike over 100 years ago, the woman was ment to look pretty and shoot out babies, haveing an a opion is great but to a exstent, which means that I agree people should be open, but not as long as it hurts people, when I was growing up I taught " If you have nothing nice to say, say nothing at all." which people arent putting into their day lifes and " It shows it" My famiyl is very old fashioned, but it also depends on how you raised, we celebrate christmas, but some familys dont use Santa, we dont celebarte those weird christian Holidays due to the fact of how our religion is. I was bullied for doing what my parents asked of me, it states in one of the 10 commandments to Honor they Mother and father, which is what I did, My parents sat me down the day befor 6th grade and told me I needed to act like more an adult and they In my religion woman wore skirts because pants were a mans clothing. So from thats day on I wore ski...

The really bad super bowl half time show....

Happy Super bowl day everyone or at least it was, like many of you, I went out and got the snacks, the drinks and game face and ready to see what this super bowl would bring us. For the past 3 years that I have noticed, the Packers were the team I never voted or wooo ra for. I am very Sorry for those who "enjoyed" it, but that FUCKEN SUCKED. LIKE WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT!?!?!?!?!?! It was like walking into a disaster zone on a runway at Victoria Secret events. I couldn't even finish the rest of the game I was so disappointed in Marron 5 and the rappers I don't even know, They even sucked just as bad because there was no CA-BAAAAMM like Lady Gaga, LMFAO, and Justin Timberlake, Now I am not such a big Timberlake fan, but at least it was interesting unlike the who big ass M for the stage and didn't have a WOW factor into to it. I hope the fans get their cash back for the dumbest "concert" on the planet earth ft. The Packers.

Happy BELATED Newyears.. I think?

I know almost in the 2nd month of 2019. I have to say (Knocking on wood) it has so far turned into the silver lining year. It has been about almost 6 months since my great grandmother has past and reasoning I have not be blogging or even writing is the fact that everytime that I do write even in a couple of books it reminds me of my great grandmother, and my throat tightens up and tears build up, Christmas was the hardest without her.... after opening my presents at my home for the first time with my boyfriend, I went into our room and cried, I always loved calling her on every holiday and talking to her. Another hard part, my cousin, we will call her cousin Betty passed shockingly and un exspectedly on thanksgivng night from a massive heart attack. My heart was exstreamly broken and sad part was I missed her funeral due to issues being brought up at home. My mentle health has been doing alot better to the fact I am on wellbutron, I am exstreamly h...