Well then

It is now may, and been a long while Since I posted, but I like to thank many people who have been helping and supporting through whats been going on.

Lets start were i left off.

JANUARY

My bf of 10 months left me because he couldent handle my depression and anexity attacks so he left me. We were friends till he just never really talk to me so thats that.

Febuary

In Early February I met shane my current Boyfriend. About 2 weeks after meeting we started dateing. I stayed at his house because I was already there when we lost power to my patents home due to bad wireing.

March

Lets see, alot happend there in about mid march, moved in with him, someone notice something and when I thought I was became true. My bfs great grandma and great grandmas brother died just a few days apart, the brothers funeral was monday, just befor we left I learned I was pregnat.
The Friday after I learned I was pregnat I ended up haveing a misscarige. I went the ER and have to have several altra sounds and blood work to check to see I was ok. We were gonna keep it a surprise and tell everyone the good news, he told his dad over text at 5 am. At 8 am when they relised us we went straight home to bed. Everyone thought I was takeing it so well, when actuly I was dieing inside.

April

My docter in early march made me apointment to see a womans docter, basicly a docter who checks out the womans body besides for pregnacy. I told him what happend and he got all the info from the hospital, ask me my family history and stuff, but basicly he said I should rest and heal, kee takeing Iron, stay off birth control, when I have a menstrual cycle, it means that I healed. I have a hard time being able to concive so he said I can start soon after I bleed the First time.

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