Family and then theres me.

My 15 year old brother has been bullied a bit yhis year, of course its his first year of high school, but sometimes theres a line. Damian has aspergers which is a lower form of autisum. He has special help like I did in school, like a study hall to help get his work done. My brother loves to draw, hes been drawing for as long as i cam remeber and he has gotten sp good. There was this kid in his class that thought he cpuld take a advantage and get him in trouble by drawing a penis and saying he did that. I dident know until me and Damian had a argument and I felt awful because I know thats not my brother, he dosent like talking, saying anything about that stuff at all, he dosent even luke seeing mom and dad kiss. Later in day it kinda made me remeber when I was bullied in middle school because of my religion. I was christion but strick form of it. We followed the bible much closer then anyone. Woman wore skirts, because it said to dress like a woman and that is what we did. Everyday I...

For the past couple of weeks, I have had the Stomic flu. I did not see my docter till last Thursday and he told me to just wait it out. I have been doing much better. Some nights when I cant go back to sleep, it makes me think, and as we are getting closer to our favorite holiday in the Family I just wanted to say a few things I am greatful for. I am greatful for the family I have. I wouldent want to replace anyone in it, I love being a Brown anf haveing great family members like my grandparents, aunts and uncles, cousins, and 3 little brothers. Im thankful for my home. I love my house, ice been living here since I was 10, but even befor that it still holds great memories from my childhood when great grandma and grandpa where alive. Im thankful for Ken. Every relashionship has its perks and fun memories. BUT  I am really thankful for Ken, he has seen my at my worse and my best, he has taken care of me when I had food posioning, hes gotten me soup, verners, rubbes my back when it...

Have you ever wondered or thought things where planned and thought of, but years after you think about it? At 8 I wanted to became a ballet dancer, but On Christmas of 2008 it changed. I had a patella knee dislocation caused from my hips growing while playing sports. I was heartbroken because I loved doing ballet, but trying to search for another thing to do with my life was a little harder. Being the only good singer out of the 6 is a little strange because I do not know where i got it from. But as I grew and had a couple of career classes I wanted to do with singing, maybe teach or join a group like choir. I singed in my church, I singed in my High school and college Choir, and a Event I've done 2 year in a row, The holiday pops. It never really hit me to do history till my first year of college when I was wondering what I was doing. It was hard, it made me think, maybe it was not for me. I have had teachers tell me that it might not be for me in high school. As I was sitti...

This past semester i kinda did not go back/ took a break from school, because 1 FASFA is a pain to do. 2 I had a lot of break downs because the career i wanted was in music but I do not think i was mentally challenged to take the step. But in the winter semester I am hope to talk to advisers about a career in history. Genealogy has always interested me but before I got into a accident and hurt my knee from dance I wanted to sing. I can sing but I also wanted to do more and when teacher pressuring me saying I would never get there, well they where right cause I broke down crying and trying to catch up with sleep. Besides the fact that I really am not good at school, but I really want to try because I want to be able to do something I enjoy. As I was reading about Genealogy and Archives, it made me really into the history and it was what made me want to do my family tree, I even got a Genealogy book for dummies so it get me going a bit, but just having the information I have gotten f...

Today I celebrate the many friends and family members I have lost but will always cherish the amazing memories with them. Many family members I never got to met but I still celebrate them because they had a amazing legacy to share with other, so there are a few people I would like to tell you about. My great grandfather Eugene fought in Korean war. I never knew him, but mom and grandma Sharon would always tell me story's about him when he was alive. He died a year after I was born (1997). He lived in Florida after he got divorced from great grandma in the 80's, but after I was born he always sent money to mom to help her take care of me. The first person I actually remember passing away is my great grandma brown. I was only 7 years old. I felt really close to her as my parents where dating then when they got married.I still have some flash backs about it it was worse in my teen years but there are parts I still remember. I was at my grandma Sharon house when my mom called a...

I had a good family time yesterday. As a 21 year old I went trick or treating. my Parents said I was too old but my brothers loved it. I did not get to go last year due to some bad luck but as a kid I loved trick or treating. On Sunday I went to crossroads village. I always loved going there, eve around holidays. The history is so rich there and all the buildings have a story that I love and enjoy. when I was there I daydreamed the day I have children and taking them to Crossroads village and telling them story's about the times I went as a child. Yesterday my dad was telling me the times he went trick or treating as a kid and the costumes he wore. As we walked around crossroads, my eyes open up as we saw the stands that told the history of the houses and I was walking in them, made me wish that I could live in beautiful places like that. I love old houses as much as I love old documents.

Day of the dead Day 1: I have a Mexican in me so some holidays my family celebrates. My biological father i believe is Mexican, but like i have said my grandmother was a single mom. But I am proud to have Mexican in my blood. I love everything about it, the music, the food and the people. I have never been to mexico but i would really love to, and some day find out my family name. Day 1 is usually for the children who have been lost and celebrated there life. I usually celebrate the people who are gone liken aunts uncles, cousins, great grandparents, even though they are not Mexican, i still think its a great way to celebrate the time i have had or even the life they have had here. Another thing i do is that i light a candle on the day Isis attacked France. I also have French in me and it felt like apart of me was torn, no matter the country even it still tears me up knowing there are people out there attacking people people. I sometimes light a candle for someone when they los...