Loss
My 22nd birthday is in 2 days, Usaly when my birthday rolls around Im like a little kid with candy or a awsome new toy. This Birthday is differnt. This is the first birthday with out my parents wakeing me up and wishing me a happy birthday since I move 20 mins from them. My great grandmother who has past in almost 2 months ago wont be calling me on my Birthday. When she lived in Michigan she either called and she always bpught me presents. When she moved to Texas, she always made time to call me around my birthday. Since her passing I havent been the same, Its a wee bit differnt then other family memebers passing since shes been there since the day of my birth. Last time I lost someone who ment as much as she did I was 7 years old. I have lost some family who did mean alot, I dont entirely understand why it hit me so hard when I was 7. But Today I know why loseing her.