Family and then theres me.

Seams late, very late but I have been on the down low for a while with spending time with my family and love ones. At the entry of a new year, I had a docters apointment for a physical. And I had recieved some bad new, but also good news. I have learned series of cancers runs in my family on my mothers side, I have a thyroid problem which also runs in my family but other then me haveing it my great grandma does. Alcoholism runs in my moms side but mostly my biological fathers side and due to that I also have some kidney issues due to past family issues being passed down to me. Some of it was hard on me, and I have to go back to test some issues on, but it was hard to tell my parents. It was even harder to tell my boyfriend that. I know he will stick with me when more issues start to pop up on me and I know I would be very glad but I feel like I would drag him down with me and everyone else.